wander past all things that are the same

Sat, 03 May 2008 14:17:06 GMT

This is one of those times when I wish I had a legitimate mother. A real mother would listen when her oldest daughter calls her up and says. "Roz is having cybersex with strange men online." A real mother would come home from Paris. She wouldn’t say, "Well, at least its not real sex," and then toss the phone off to Dad, who was no help either.

Sometimes this really just sucks. I wish mom and dad would realize that 21 years ago when they decided to have sex, it meant more than that

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 05:00:59 GMT

being me is great not.
-my 17 year old sister is having cybersex
- waitressing has earned me practically no tips AND minimum wage
- jonah and i are on the rocksish. i wish he would listen to me about roz and how insane she is being. he says oh, and comforts me for about a minute then we talk about HIM and HIS problems and accomplishments.
- dani is as evasive as ever
- libby never calls anymore
- louisa and lilly seem to be buddying up without me
- leita is in new york
- i'm going to new york next year.
- who will take care of Dani? Mom and Dad are never at home? Fuck, whats a high school junior going to do by herself?
- I have to apply to UNH (parent's orders, "Emily you can take a year off as long as you can apply to UNH, and go there for Dani's sake.) They didn't expect me to get accepted to a damn good school did they? I guess not. And God, I was soo excited too.
- i am tired
cheers

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 14:26:25 GMT

I really miss Libby, Lilly, Louisa and Leita. Weird. Everyone I miss has an L. I miss my lovely ladies.
fuck this computer

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 04:02:59 GMT

I really despise gossiping. I work at Fast Eddy's, and as I was working, I couldnt help hear these two teenagers trashing this girl named Eleanor. Poor Eleanor. No one liked her. Or so these dumbass kids were saying. In walks a pretty blond girl, and it is apparent that she is meeting them. Guess who she is? Yes, you guessed it: Eleanor. Poor kid. With friends like that, who honestly needs enemies? When I was in early high school years I gossiped a lot more than I do now. I never really stopped to think how my words effected the other person. I only thought of how I was getting revenge.
Anyways, the house is quiet as it should be this late. I've been missing Libby a LOT lately. The house seems so empty without her. Selfishly, I think that could have been me, you know, out there doing real things in college, as opposed to community college. Another part says, I know I was never that smart. Fuck I gotta go

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:14:25 GMT

My parents left for Jersey Shore today for their second honeymoon, and since I am living at home, of course I am the built in babysitter. Seriously Mom, have you heard of Aunt Georgia? No, apparently not. Sure, ask your nineteen year old daughter to watch her sisters. Fab idea. Really. I applaud you. You'd think a sixteen and seventeen year old could take care of themselves. You would think it... but Rozzie and Dani. Ahh. Well. As much as I love Dani, she can hardly get up without someone playing the tuba in her ear. I just realized how late it was, so I'm gonna turn in. Night.